Steve Timm's Blog
Steve Timm's Blog

When my good friend, Julie asked me to write a blog for the CATHOLIC FINISH STRONG web site, I was a bit hesitant. Frankly, I’d never read a blog, much less written one. But, eventually I said “YES.” 

So, my Catholic friends, I’ll be learning how to “blog.” I promise to write only about things that spiritually affect me and that I truly believe will be of interest to the folks who visit CATHOLIC FINISH STRONG. I also promise that everything I write will be totally truthful and honest … otherwise, why bother?

May God Bless You,

Steve Timm

Steve Timm's Blog

An appointed time…Steve Timm’s Blog Goes Into Retirement

by Steve Timm on 07/31/17

An appointed time…Steve Timm’s Blog Goes Into Retirement

There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens (Ecclesiastes 3:1). 

Steve has informed me that after prayerful discernment, he will no longer be writing his weekly blog.  It’s time…

No worries!  Steve is fine, his wife is doing great, but it’s just time…

Dear Steve,

Thank you for your faithful writing, week in and week out, for the belly laughs, for the pondering, for the tears, and for the inspiration. Thank you for sharing so much of your life, wisdom and insights with us!  I will pray for you and hold you dearly in my heart as you embark on all the adventures the Lord has for you and Karen. 


Sis (Julie Onderko for those of you who do not know)

PS Steve’s blog will remain on the website for a month or more if you want to access some of the stories.  


by Steve Timm on 07/26/17



When I was thirty-five years of age, I traveled to the northern Yukon Territory.  The object of the adventure was to hunt for Dall sheep and walk in a totally unexplored area of the arctic wilderness.


The hunting and exploration was beyond my wildest dreams, but the aspect that stands out in my memory was experiencing Wolf Prayers for the first time.




The exact scene of our hunt is easy to find on the map.  It’s within spittin’ distance of the Arctic Circle, on the border of the Canada’s Yukon Territory and the Northwest Territories.  The area was deep in the Selwyn Mountains and was probably the most hostile wilderness on the planet Earth.  


It was a place where a single mistake could easily kill a man, so my mountain guide, Rudy, and I planned for every possible challenge.


We were about two weeks into my hunt when we decided to climb the highest peak we could see from our temporary camp.  If nothing else, the walk would allow us to see new country and, with luck, we’d get the ancient Dall ram that we’d found so elusive.


We spent an afternoon loading our packs with lightweight camping gear, what little we had of our remaining food and our sleeping bags.  As a last minute addition, Rudy threw in his brand new backpacking four-man tent.


We left our camp at about four o’clock the next morning and by three in the afternoon, we topped out and were literally “on the top of the world.”  The view was stunning, unnamed mountains and glaciers running to the horizon in every direction.


Then, it started to snow and within a few minutes we were in a total whiteout.  The snow got heavier and, to make matters worse, a dense fog settled in … and it got colder.


Rudy was the first to realize we were in serious trouble.  He said, “Steve, my friend, we cannot go down the mountain because we can’t see.  There are simply too many cliffs and we’d die.  And we will SURELY DIE if we don’t get my tent set up, crawl into our sleeping bags and wait for the snow and fog to quit.”


Rudy added one last comment; “Once I was in the Northwest Territories, walking out of the bush, and I experienced a situation like this.  It was a full week before the storm let up enough for me to continue my trek … but, at least I’m alive to tell the tale.”


So, we set up Rudy’s new backpacking tent and found that the Chinese manufacturer had grossly overstated the four-man capacity.  Our two heavy down sleeping bags totally filled the tent and we both had to sit up (still in our bags) to cook noodles and such.  


So there we were, on the top of the highest mountain around and in a total whiteout.  And, the two of us spooned together in our sleeping bags … and did I mention that it was cold?  Yeah, probably zero degrees; maybe colder.


Hey, we were alive and we’d just have to wait for as long as it took.  


Every half-hour or so, one of us would unzip a window and look to see if the snow and/or fog had abated.  Once every few hours we’d have to leave the tent to answer the call of nature and we quickly learned that we couldn’t see the tent from fifteen feet away.


Eventually, it got dark, very dark, and that’s when the Wolf Prayers began.   




I’d dozed off and was awakened by wolves howling.  It sounded like there was an entire pack of wolves right outside our tent.  


Then, after a while, the wolves became quiet and another pack answered “our wolves” from a different direction.  And when the second pack became silent, a third pack took up the howling.  Eventually, we guessed that at least a half-dozen packs of wolves were participating.


Rudy said, “Steve, old friend, this is what the Stewart Indians call ‘Wolf Prayers’ and, indeed, that is precisely what it is.  Wolves use their senses of vision, smelling and hearing to hunt and these conditions rob them of all of that.”


Rudy went on to tell me, “The Indians say that when wolves cannot hunt, they pray to their God, the Creator of All, for the weather to change.  The Stewart Indians believe this to be true and so do I.”


I had to admit that it was a really cool concept. 


The Wolf Prayers continued literally all night.  By dawn, the wolves became quiet, the snow had ceased falling and the fog was rapidly lifting.  Then, about eight o’clock, the sun … the glorious sun … came out and we crawled out of our tiny cocoon to survey the scene.


The mountains and the snow were beautiful beyond words and there were wolf tracks all around our tent.  Later, as we worked our way slowly down the mountain, we cut wolf tracks in many places.  Without a doubt, some of the tracks we saw belonged to packs of wolves that had participated in the Wolf Prayers.


Because of the gorgeous, sunny day, Rudy and I were convinced that the Wolf Prayers had been answered.   




Friends, we cannot see, hear or smell God, but every single one of our human senses are capable of recognizing God’s Presence.  


It was obvious to me that the howling of the wolves was the very essence of the Arctic wilderness.  But, in a deeper and more spiritual sense, the Wolf Prayers were God’s Way of showing Rudy and me that literally all of His creatures are in constant need of his assistance.


As for me, one of the most beautiful Reflections of God I have ever experienced happened on a remote Yukon mountaintop … it was that wonderful night of listening to Wolf Prayers. 


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 07/13/17



When I was a young adult, I spent five years as an apprentice watchmaker.  Eventually, I became a journeyman and was licensed in the State of Oregon.


After serving as an apprentice for a couple of years my mentor, Vern Henry, gave me a small book with a lofty title.  The book was entitled TIME.  


Vern told me, “Steve, my son, I own a copy of this book that was given to me by the master I apprenticed under.  TIME  is now long out of print, but I thought you’d enjoy having your own copy.   Please read it.”


And, of course, I read it.


TIME starts out in a most unusual way; basically, the author begins with several concepts of time.  Then, he goes on to talk about Saint Augustine and the fact that the great Doctor of the Church was absolutely fascinated by time. 


By that point in my life, I had been a Closet Catholic for many years and I’d read literally every one of Augustine’s writings that I could find.  I loved the blending of Catholic theology and my new occupation, that of repairing instruments that could actually measure the passage of time.


The balance of the book that Vern gave me was equally scholarly and it discussed everything from the early water clocks to the modern jeweled-escapement timepieces.   After reading the book several times, I considered it a little secret gem.  


To this day, I still re-read TIME about every five years.




After having studied Christianity for the bulk of my lifetime, I would have to state that, in the 2,000 years that the Church has been in existence, there have been two preeminent theologians.  The two men, the ones who stand head and shoulders above all others, are Saint Augustine of Hippo (354-430) and Saint Thomas Aquinas (1225-1274).


Frankly, I love Augustine, but I’ve just never acquired a taste for Aquinas.


When I read Saint Augustine, it’s like he is a friend and who talks to me through the ages.  I love his thought development and his brilliant way of cutting straight to the truth.


As I stated before, Saint Augustine was absolutely fascinated by the concept of time.  In the final four chapters of Augustine’s book, CONFESSIONS, he states that time and eternity are totally separate orders.  Time is a horizontal movement of human existence that is constantly in flux between the past, the present and the future.


Saint Augustine described what I’ve always thought of as “The Razor’s Edge Explanation of Time.”   Basically, the past is an accumulation of all of the moments that were once the present.  The future is a storehouse of present moments that have not yet happened.  The fascinating thing is the present because it is with us for just a fleeting moment.  


Basically, the present is a razor’s edge.  And then it is gone forever.




Like Aristotle, Saint Augustine concluded that time began with the beginning of the universe.  He made a sharp distinction between the things that exist in time and space and those things that are outside of time and space.  He stated that time as we know it is part and parcel of this creation, not something that applies to God.


In other words, God is beyond time; God is in what we mortals call “eternity.”  Indeed, eternity is a timeless and boundless entity that we mortals cannot possibly comprehend.


Remember the little book that Vern gave me; the one entitled TIME?  In the first chapter, when discussing Saint Augustine, the author made the following statement: “Eternity a state beyond time and space; a state that is beyond the imagination of man; eternity is the very dwelling place of God.”


Saint Augustine also developed an interesting thought by stating that eternity DOES NOT last forever, though that's how most of us think of eternity.  


The point Augustine makes so well is that eternity lasts no time at all. He states that eternity “stands and does not pass”, that “in eternity nothing passes but all is present” and that “in eternity there is a condition of a never-ending present.”


This means that when one is in eternity, there is no past, there is no future, there is only the present … an endless now … a now that is without beginning or end.


Likewise, Augustine gives us an exceedingly articulate view of eternity; that entity is beyond space and time that, as the author of Vern’s little book states, “is the very dwelling place of God.” 




Obviously, as a small jewelry store owner, I wore many hats.  I was a journeyman goldsmith, engraver, Graduate Gemologist (GG-GIA), diamond setter, salesman and watchmaker.


In the almost thirty years that I ran the store, it was the watchmaking that kept me constantly thinking about time and Saint Augustine’s description of its passage.


I repaired watches every single day and it was always a quiet time.  It sounds strange, but after a few years “at the bench” my hands took on a life of their own.  My hands and a small portion of my brain repaired the watches, but the greater amount of my consciousness was free to think.


Almost all of those long hours were spent in a special kind of contemplation.  It’s hard to explain, but those were hours during which I was free to commune with Saint Augustine and … somehow, with God.  In almost every way, I would call it a form of prayer; quiet, wonderful prayer.


Indeed, as long as we are mortal and upon this earth, we cannot understand God and His Works.  Having said that, I truly believe that we can open our minds and invite God inside.  


When we do that, we are totally at One with God.


And one wonderful and glorious day, we will be allowed to enter that place beyond time and space, that place that we mortals call eternity.  And we will at long last be able to live eternally in the Loving Presence of God.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 07/06/17



I believe we all agree that we cannot actually see God, but I’m convinced that we can see reflections of Him in His incredible works.  


During my relatively lengthy adventure in the Yukon Territory, I experienced many such reflections.  Let me tell you about one of them … the arctic aurora borealis, commonly known as the “northern lights.”


We were on the Arctic Circle, or very close to it and we were hunting Dall sheep and caribou.  Our hunt lasted from the tenth of August until the end of the month.  


When we first arrived in our spike camp on Snake River, the sun ran around the horizon for almost eighteen hours each day and the fleeting hours of darkness were more like daybreak.    By the time we left, three weeks later, the daylight had shortened to fifteen hours daily and the “night” was really dark.


 When the daylight is shortening a full ten-minutes every day, you know who is in control … and it is God.




On the Arctic Circle, as the nights got longer and darker, we were treated to an incredible light show every evening.   Scientists tell us that the aurora is caused by solar winds, ionized gasses in earth’s atmosphere and such.  While I’m sure this is true, there is no doubt that the northern lights are more … much more.


It was like a psychedelic experience, but without LSD.  


After dinner, Rudy and I would find a good clearing in the frozen wilderness.  Then, laying on our backs, we’d watch the flowing neon-like display of the northern lights.  My gosh, night after night, it was a full-sky waterfall of red, blue, green, orange and yellow that moved and whipped about in the most delightful way. 


One other thing stood out … the incredible silence.  Above us was the ultimate display of flashing and thrashing colors.  And yet, the wilderness was silent … as if totally in the awe of God’s Radiance. 


One night, late in our hunt, we had been watching what we called ‘God’s Picture Show’ for over an hour when a pack of wolves broke the silence by howling loudly.  At that, Rudy whispered, “He made it all, all of this.  Didn’t He?”  


And I answered, “Yup, He did … and although we’ve been watching this for several nights, I still cannot believe the beauty of it.  Maybe it’s a tiny foretaste of Heaven.” 


As if being turned off by an electric switch, the marauding wolves became quiet and we spent the rest of the evening watching the aurora.  Watching God’s Light Show and being alone in our own thoughts … life surely cannot get any better than that. 


Indeed, my singular reaction, when remembering the arctic aurora borealis, is that the phenomenon is a Reflection of the Face of God.  


Given the beauty of the Northern Lights, that is all it can be.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 06/28/17



When my mother was seventy-one years of age, she received the medical diagnosis that most of us fear the most.  She had an aneurysm of the aorta that descended deep into her heart.


The aneurysm was discovered during the course of her annual physical.  The incredible part is that no doctor could tell her how long she’d lived with the aneurism; she was told that she might easily have been born with it.  Or the “balloon” might have popped up a week before her exam … nobody knew.


When Mom asked her heart specialist about her life expectancy, Doctor Payne said, “You’ll live until it bursts.  You might live to be one-hundred years of age or you might die in the next two minutes.”


The year was 1990 and cardiovascular surgery was not as advanced as it is today.  She was informed that two large surgical centers, Mayo and Stanford Medical, operated on descending aortal aneurysms, but the results were less than ideal.  About fifty percent of the patients died on the operating table.  And of the fifty percent who lived, fewer than half every returned to a normal life.


In the end, Mom decided to leave the aneurism alone and live out the days that God gave her.  I remember Mom saying, “God is in control and I’m just going to let Him sort it out.” 


A Change In Attitude


I can honestly say that receiving the “death diagnosis” changed my mother’s attitude about life.  During the next couple of years, Mom told me many times that having the aneurism had made her free.  She adopted the attitude of living each and every day as if it was the last day of her life.


Mom accepted the fate God gave her with grace and even a bit of joy.


During that time, my mother was more generous than she’d ever been.  She seemed to value possessions less and she treasured friendships more.  


On the negative side, she often said things that were hurtful to those around her … I always equated that to the fact each day on earth absolutely could be her last and she didn’t want anything left unsaid.  That would not have been the way I would have handled the situation, but it was Mom’s way … perhaps of coping, maybe of mourning for herself. 


One thing that changed was the importance of keeping gifts wrapped until the precise day of an occasion.  Mom had always been a stickler for opening birthday gifts on the exact day and no sooner.  After the “death diagnosis,” once she bought a gift, she was likely to give it instantly.  Suddenly, giving the gift and seeing the joy on the face of the recipient was much more important than waiting for a date … a date that she might not live to see.


My birthday is June 18th.  On June 10th, 1992, Mom asked me what I wanted for my birthday.  I’d recently built a deck off of our kitchen and I really wanted a patio set of a table and chairs.


That evening, we went shopping and my mother bought the patio set that Karen and I absolutely loved.  Rather than have it delivered to our home, Mom insisted that we load it up in my pickup truck and take it with us.  Further, she really wanted me to assemble the set that evening and to call her when it was finished … no matter what the time.


It was about nine o’clock when we got home and after midnight when I finally had the last chair put together.  I really hesitated to call the old gal, but I did.  Mom answered on the first ring and said, “Well, it took you long enough.  I’ll be right over and see what it looks like.”


She greatly approved.  She sat down in one of the chairs and said, “This is really, really nice; may you and Karen enjoy this patio set for many years.”  


By that time, it was almost one o’clock in the morning, but Mom was not in any hurry to go home.  We’d recently signed the paperwork to hire a closeout firm liquidate our jewelry store.  In addition to that, Karen and I were planning to retire and move to Joseph or Enterprise after the store was gone.  


At that early hour, when all of us should have been asleep, Karen and I asked a very heartfelt question, “Mom, would you think about moving to northeastern Oregon with us?”  


She answered in a split second, “Well, I do not have to think about it … I absolutely WILL move with you.”


Mom was absolutely willing to move and give up everything she’d known for the last forty years, just to be with her son and daughter-in-law.  It would be a new life, but sometimes love requires change.  But, it was not to be …


Two evenings later, my mother died as she was preparing for bed.  Karen and I found her body the following morning; she was apparently undressing when the aneurysm burst.  My Mom died in just a few heartbeats.


On Mom’s kitchen counter, we found a fully filled-out Publisher’s Clearinghouse Sweepstakes form.  My mother had even put a stamp on it so, just for kicks, we mailed the envelope.  We never heard back from Publisher’s Clearinghouse, so I assume that Mom lost that one, too … just like the previous 500 Publisher’s Clearinghouse Sweepstakes she’d entered.


Things To Ponder


My mother was from Protestant stock and I’m not sure that she ever set foot in a Catholic church.  Having said that, she was fully in favor of my initial interest in becoming Catholic over five decades ago.


Mom had a firm and unshakable belief in God and His son, Jesus Christ but, like many Protestants, she almost never went to church.


Do I worry about my Mom not going to Heaven?  Nope, not a bit; God understands, He knows about her background and how much she loved Him.  And that’s all that really counts.


I learned a lot by watching Mom’s changing attitude about life and death after she received her diagnosis.  In those last two years, Mom tried to make every single day special in its own particular way.  Indeed, she was the personification of the saying, “Live every day as if it is your last.”


I found it interesting that she did not make an attempt to reconnect with a Protestant church of some kind.  Looking back on it, however, a sudden “run to Jesus” would have been hypocritical.  Basically, Polly Timm loved God and Jesus all of her life and, according to her Protestant upbringing, that was enough.  In a very real way, Mom was incredibly honest with God.


Even when under a death sentence, my mother truly LIVED those last two years.  I’ve often wondered if I would have had the courage to face each day under such circumstances.  For a fact, none of us really knows how we would react to such a medical diagnosis. 


Mom has been dead for twenty-five years and, in my mind’s eye, I can still see that plucky little lady.  I didn’t always agree with her, but I loved her with all of my heart … and I always will.


May God Bless You,


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 06/22/17



My friends, there’s no doubt that we all have our own mental image of the saints.  These images are shaped by our personal experiences during our lifetime.  Let me tell you about one of mine.


During my youth, I spent several summers with my maternal grandparents.  Grandpa Hank and Grandma Vista owned a small dairy farm that was situated a few miles east of Corvallis, Montana.  Many of my most pleasant childhood memories came from living on the farm.


One summer, when I was working on the farm, my grandparents and I actually took two weeks away from the dairy farm.  Please bear in mind that any time a farmer in our community took a break, the neighbors did all of the chores on the farm.  The unspoken expectation was that they assumed the farmer would reciprocate in kind.  Because of this, the decision to leave the farm, even for a few days, was never taken lightly. 


However, this trip was the vast exception.  My Grandpa Hank’s old Army buddy, a man by the name of Buck, was dying of lung cancer and Hank wanted to see him one last time.  Buck and his wife lived in a small town out of Fremont, Nebraska.  And so it was that one incredibly hot July morning, Grandpa, Grandma and I started our road trip.


In 1955, the cars and roads were not what they are today.  It was insufferably humid and hot all of the way to Fremont and, of course, this was in the days before air conditioning.  If memory serves, it took us four loooong days to drive the twelve-hundred miles across Montana, South Dakota and to the far-eastern border of Nebraska.  


Eventually, we got to Buck’s ranch.  It was a beautiful little spread, with a creek and brushy marshes for me to explore.  It worked out that while Gram and Hank visited the dying man and his family, I was free to roam the ranch.  In a word, I was in Heaven.


And Buck?  Oh my gosh, Buck was the real-life personification of the actor that you and I know as Sam Elliott.  Buck was a man with steely hair, a long mustachio that dropped to his chin and a slow gravelly voice. 


In an instant, the man was my hero and I loved him totally.  And he was dying …


Buck’s wife, Mary, was a total joy.  She hoovered over her husband and loved him as if every moment might be his last.  Mary’s love of God was obvious; every other sentence ended with “Praise God On High” or Thanks Be To God.”  She was beyond wonderful. 


I loved the stone ranch house, too.  Buck and Mary were devout Catholics.  They had crucifixes in every room, a small votive candle rack in their living room and pictures of Jesus, Mary and the saints everywhere.  

The ranch house even had a small chapel with a beautiful stained-glass window, a couple of pews and kneelers.  The home was like a family-sized version of the many Catholic churches I frequented in my youth. 


The first evening we were at Buck’s ranch was a revelation.  


After supper, Grandpa Hank, Buck and I were sitting out on the front porch of the ranch house drinking strong coffee and making man noises.  After the sun had set and the land grew dark, the crickets started to chirp and the occasional coyote howled. And it was then that I saw something absolutely marvelous … fireflies.


Of course, I’d never seen a firefly before, much less hundreds, perhaps thousands, of them.  

They were enchanting.


Then Buck, the dying Catholic man, said to me, “Stevie, our Catholic saints are like fireflies.  Most folks go through life trying to do their best, but they are unnoticed.  The firefly’s beauty gets your attention and so does the incredibly holy life of a saint.”


Buck continued, “Tomorrow, before supper, I’ll have one of my ranch hands walk down into the coulee with you.  Between the two of you, I’ll bet that you can catch at least fifty fireflies and bring them back home.  Ya wanna do that?”


Of course, I answered, “Heck yes, I’ll bet fireflies look like little angels.”


Buck said, “Well, Stevie, tomorrow you will learn something else about fireflies and saints.”


The next morning, I was exploring the home and I happened to walk into the chapel.  Buck was kneeling in front of a large crucifix, praying to God.  His form was backlit by the stained-glass window and the scene was incredibly faith-filled.


Then, Buck looked straight at me and said, “Son, come pray with me.”  I knelt beside the great man and I could feel his body tremble.


Buck was crying, as he said, “I don’t want to leave Mary, but that is not my choice.  God has a plan and it is for us to follow Him every single day of our lives.  Will you remember that, Stevie?”


I assured Buck that I would remember that advice until MY dying day.  He smiled and said, “Good.”   


That afternoon, one of the ranch’s cow hands, a man named Jesse, walked me down into the coulee.  As soon as we entered the high grass, Jesse started picking beetles off of the wet leaves and dropping them into a Mason jar.


I asked Jesse what he was doing and he replied, “Catching fireflies.”


I answered, “But they are beetles, icky-looking brown beetles.  I thought that they’d look like angels.”


Jesse laughed aloud and said, “I cannot help that at all; these critters are what we call fireflies or lightning bugs.  They are just plain ugly beetles during the day and magnificent at night.”


After we’d gathered a bunch of the beetles, we placed a piece of cheesecloth over the jar mouth and secured it with a canning ring.  That way, the critters could breathe.


That evening was a repeat of the previous one.  We had a wonderful dinner and, while Grandma Vista and Mary cleaned up, we menfolk went out on the large front porch.  And again, at the time of long shadows, we drank strong coffee and made man noises.


After it got fully dark, the fireflies were once again active and even more enchanting than the first evening.


Then, Buck turned to his left and pulled a small piece of black cloth from an object … it was the Mason jar with the fireflies still in it.  With a grin in his voice, Buck said, “Stevie, I’m gonna show you something that is pretty darned amazing.”


With that, he shook the jar and the fireflies immediately lit up.  Basically, Buck had created an organic lantern, with fireflies supplying the light.  It truly was, as Buck had said, “pretty darned amazing.”

After a while, Buck commented, “Jesse told me that you were surprised that fireflies were beetles, just plain brown beetles and in your words, ‘icky’.”


I allowed as how that was true.  It simply seemed so strange to me that an insect that was so ugly in the daylight could be so beautiful at night.


Buck commented, “Remember last night when I told you that the fireflies were like our Catholic saints?  The firefly is a common brown beetle during the day and it’s only in the darkness that we can see their real beauty.  In a similar way, saints are often not recognized as holy and wonderful men and women during their lifetimes.  It is usually after their life’s journey is over that we grow to appreciate their total spiritual beauty.


Then, Buck groaned and wheezed a bit and he called for Mary to put him to bed.  As the pair left the porch and were shuffling through the lighted doorway, Buck turned and said one more thing. “Stevie, please turn the fireflies loose now and pray to the saints that they find their way home again.”  


And with that, Buck left.


The next day, Buck never left his bed.  He was spitting up nasty stuff and it was obvious that he had taken a turn for the worse.


We stayed another day and then it was time for us to return home.  Many members of Buck and Mary’s family were starting to gather at the ranch and they needed their privacy as Buck’s health rapidly failed.


On the morning we left, Buck and Mary’s Catholic priest arrived at the ranch house.  It was time to give Buck what was then called the “Last Rites.”  


The priest asked if I wanted to watch as he anointed Buck and gave him the Viaticum … literally, Food for the Journey.  


Of course, I did.  I wanted to be with Buck and share his incredible Moment with God.


I’ll never forget those beautiful several minutes.  Here was a wonderful Catholic man who was actively dying.  And, by his side was his priest.  The only thing that was important at that point in time was preparing Buck for the Ultimate Life’s-End Journey.  Soon, very soon, Buck’s soul would be returning to the Very Presence of God in Eternity.


I’d seen movies in which the actor “priest” administered the Last Rites to the actor who was playing the “dying man.”  But, this was different.  This was a devout Catholic man who was dying and this was a real Catholic priest ministering to his soul.  And how very precious that was … I cannot find the words, I simply cannot find the words.


Since that blessed morning, every time I’ve thought about our incredible Catholic saints, I find myself also thinking of fireflies, thousands of fireflies … and Buck.  


And Thanks Be To God for all three.


May God Bless You

by Steve


by Steve Timm on 06/14/17



I’m writing this blog in the Surgery Area at the Portland Adventist Medical Center. 


In less than an hour an orthopedic surgeon will start doing a shoulder joint replacement on my wife, Karen.  The procedure will take about two hours and her time in the Recovery Room will be another hour. 


Meanwhile, I sit and worry.  And write, of course.


Karen will be in her hospital room around noon and her long recovery will start at that point.  We’ve been told that the initial recovery, basically return to normal life, will take about six months, with full healing in about one-year.




Karen’s left shoulder has given her an enormous amount of pain for the last several years.  The problem is Stage 4 osteoarthritis.  Basically, the cartilage is gone and the joint is made up of two heavily arthritic surfaces grinding against each other.  OUCH!


The surgery fixes that.  Both the head of the arm bone (humerus) and the socket of the scapula (shoulder blade) will be replaced with brand-new surfaces.  The procedure has been done, in one form or another, for over a century, so it holds few mysteries.


One aspect of the surgery that is pretty scary is the fact that several of Karen’s arm and shoulder tendons will have to be severed during the operation.  And, after the new shoulder joint is in place, the tendons will be reattached to the bones.


The tendons need time to heal down, so Karen will be limited to lifting ONE POUND for the first two months of her rehabilitation.  For all practical purposes, she will be a one-armed lady for quite a while … no driving, no lifting and absolutely no activities that put any stress on the freshly-reattached tendons.


It will be a time in our lives when I’ll be taking over many of the usual chores that Karen usually does herself.  I’ll be dressing her, doing all of the laundry, folding clothes, making the bed, cooking and doing many tasks that I normally don’t do.  


And I’m totally fine with that.




One thing that “The Golden Years” have taught me is that being a caregiver is a wonderful thing.  I’ve been in that position a few times in the last decade and it’s always given me an “Opportunity To Love.”


I’ve felt so helpless, watching Karen suffer from her arthritic shoulder.  Now, after the surgery, I’ll have the opportunity to make her recovery easier.  I’ll be able to actually DO SOMETHING, rather than merely sympathize with my bride’s painful condition.


Literally, every time I help her dress, wash a dish, make the bed or do any of the seemingly endless chores at home, it will be an act of love.  It will be my way of helping my wonderful bride of fifty-three years return to a fully fruitful life.




So what does all of this have to do with God and why am I writing about it in a Catholic blog?  That’s simple, God is in control of everything. 


It was God who gave Karen and me to each other and who joined with us in the Catholic Sacrament of Marriage.  It was God who allowed us to enjoy each other’s love for well over five decades.


And it is by literally being God’s Hands, in my role as Karen’s caretaker, that I can better appreciate and understand God’s Incredible Love. 


After all, God is the Ultimate Caregiver … a Caregiver to each and every one of us.


May God Bless You


by Steve


P.S.  Please join me in prayer for Karen’s recuperation and her total healing.  Thanks and God Bless … Steve


by Steve Timm on 06/08/17




This story begins in mid-January of 2011.  I remember that Karen and I had worked hard that day and we were both very tired.  It was about 7:30 in the evening, it was a moonless, very windy winter evening and the outside temperature was 26º.


Karen had cooked a wonderful dinner and she was in our big game trophy room playing a game on her computer.  I was in our living room, relaxing in my LazyBoy recliner, watching an elk hunting television program.  


I was set for the evening; I’d had a couple of Coors Light beers, I was in my stocking feet and my lap was covered with a warm polar-fleece lap robe.  Libby, our Scotty dog was in my sound asleep on my lap.




Then, the phone rang.  The caller was Bev, one of our neighbors from down our street.


Bev’s message was simple.  She said, “Steve, Woody was out trying to put seed the bird feeders in his back yard.  He fell down over thirty minutes ago and he is freezing out there.  Maxie is trying to get him up and into the house, but Woody is simply too heavy.  Woody is going to die … COME NOW!!!”


This was a serious situation.  Woody and his wife, Maxie, lived about four homes down Naef Road from us.  Woody was elderly, suffering from a state of ever-worsening dementia and he got around on either a walker or two canes.  Woody weighed well over 250 pounds and it was up to me to save his life.  Obviously, if I didn’t do something immediately, Woody would die of hypothermia.


So, I put Libby on the carpet, yelled to Karen that I needed to leave, “NOW.”  While I would have normally taken time to totally explain the situation to my dear wifey, Karen, I just did not have time.  An extra three minutes delay could easily kill our friend, Woody, so I launched out the door.


I remember being shocked by the cold, dark night.  My gosh, I was in a tee shirt and jeans and stocking feet.  It was amazingly cold and I must have stepped on every single little sharp rock along my one-hundred yard run.


As I rounded the back corner of Woody’s home, the scene was like something out of a horror movie.  Woody was lying on his back, screaming like a wounded wild animal and thrashing.  And Maxie, all 85-pounds of her frail little body, was trying her best to drag Woody towards their back door.


I remember praying aloud, with a prayer I’ve not heard before or since … “LORD JESUS, BE MY STRENGTH.”  I have no idea where that prayer came from, but if I ever needed Our Lord, it surely was now.


Somehow, only Our God knows how, I picked Woody up in my arms.  Then, I carried him across the yard, up the back ramp, into his home and carefully placed him in his easy chair.  After getting him settled, for some reason, I felt compelled to kiss Woody on the top of his bald head and tell him, “God truly loves you, my friend, God truly loves you.”


Then, equally strange, I simply had to get out of there.  So, I made sure that Woody was comfortable in his chair, said “See you later” to Maxie and bolted for the door.


When I got home and told Karen where I’d been, what I’d done and that Woody was okay.  She commented, “Well, that’s something a person doesn’t do every day.  Thank the Good Lord you were able to help.”


As time went on, however, I became more and more convinced that it was God who saved Woody and that He simply used me as an instrument.  After all, even with a giant dose of adrenaline, it would have been impossible for me to have lifted Woody, much less physically get him entirely in my arms and cart him across the yard and into his home.  Yep, it was totally a God-Incidence.




After spending a short time in the hospital, Woody was transferred to an adult care facility. Woody was a devout, very traditional Roman Catholic and it was pretty obvious that he would not be able to go to church again. 


With this in mind, we asked Mary Ann Holliman, the lady who manages Christ the King’s Eucharistic Ministry to the Homebound, if we could take the Eucharist to Woody.  Of course, Mary Ann was thrilled and after a couple of hours of training, we were official card-carrying Eucharistic Ministers to the Homebound. 


Woody loved the fact that we visited him every Sunday and that we always brought the Body of Christ with us. Even in his dementia, and even though he was taking psychotropic drugs, Woody never forgot the Confiteor or the Our Father.




After seventeen months of taking the Eucharist to Woody, we visited him on the last full day of his life. On that day, Woody could not speak and he was weak beyond description. 


He mouthed the Confiteor and the Our Father. And when it came time to receive the Body of Christ, Woody opened his mouth and I placed a small piece of the Host upon his tongue. Then, he smiled and a look of eternal peace came over his face.


Woody needed a little water to wash the Host down his throat, so I brought a small glass to his lips. A little water rolled down his whiskered chin, so I wiped off the dribble. 


Then, Woody mouthed the words “Cross, Cross, Cross.”  I finally understood that he could not lift his hand and that he wanted me to do the Sign of the Cross for him.


So, with love, I lifted Woody’s right hand and together we did the Sign of the Cross … reverently saying, “In the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.”


Woody died early the following morning with the Eucharist, literally the Body of Christ, in his belly.


May we all be so lucky.


God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 05/31/17



Towards the end of our RCIA, one of the evening discussions was on Confirmation saints.  We’d already covered the general subject of saints, patron saints and such, but the thrust of this conversation was advice on how to pick an individual saint for our upcoming Confirmation into the Roman Catholic Church.


During that RCIA meeting, Father Todd Molinari told us that it is common for the saint to choose us, rather than us choosing the saint.  He told us that a Confirmation saint is our very best spiritual friend and it’s important that we share like interests and lifetime goals. 


Our instructors handed out information sheets on the more popular Confirmation/patron saints and informed us that we could find literally thousands of additional saints simply by doing a search on the internet.


The first thing Karen and I did upon arriving home was to Google “Confirmation saints.”  The response was amazing.  Believe it or not, I got 1,800,000 “results” from the search and we learned that there are well over 10,000 saints.  The first page or two of results normally are the best, so I looked at the various web sites.


At the top of the first page was Catholic Online, so I clicked on it.  When the site opened, I clicked on “saints.” The Saints Section opened with the following statement:


Confirmation saints are chosen as special protectors or guardians over areas of life.  These areas can include occupations, illnesses, churches, countries, causes -- anything that is important to us.  A saint can help us when we follow the example of that saint's life and when we ask for that saint's intercessory prayers to God.  It is for this reason that catechumens and candidates who are to receive the Sacrament of Confirmation choose a Confirmation saint when entering the Roman Catholic Church.”


Catholic Online had lists of saints that could be searched alphabetically, by feast day and by type (Black, male, female, Irish, martyr, etc.).  There is also a list of saints that are associated with the various occupations, avocations and physical maladies. 


The listing I found really fascinating was the one where the popularity of Confirmation saints is broken down by years.  The saint in the number one spot changes from year to year, but the top five always appear to be Saint Francis of Assisi, Saint Patrick, Saint Michael the Archangel, Saint Thérèse of Lisieux and Saint Jude Thaddeaus.




KAREN - At first, Karen was going to choose Saint Francis of Assisi; Karen loves her dogs, cats and critters of all kinds, so Saint Francis seemed a perfect candidate for being Ms. K’s Confirmation saint.  


Then, she remembered Father Todd’s parting words.  The good padre equated communicating with a saint to internet bandwidth, he advised, “Try to pick a saint who is obscure … those saints will not be as busy as the more popular ones.”


So, after a lot of searching, Karen chose Saint Dwynwen.  Saint D is not only the 5th century Welsh patron saint of lovers and sick animals, but her feast day happens to be February 25th, which is two days after Karen’s birthday.


Further cool information is that Saint Dwynwen was the daughter of King Brychan Brycheiniog and Queen Rigrawst.  She fell in love with a young man named Maelon who got turned to ice after drinking a potion that an angel gave him … it’s a long, pitiful story.  


Anyway, the star-crossed lovers could not marry, him being “on ice” and all, so Dwynwen retreated to the solitude of Llanddwyn Island, off the coast of Angelsey.  She lived a hermit’s life until her death in AD 460.


Saint Dwynwen absolutely satisfied Father Todd’s request that RCIA candidates and catechumens choose an obscure saint.  And that’s the story about how Karen ended up with a Confirmation saint that almost nobody has ever heard of.


After a few years of searching, I found a Saint Dwynwen medal and presented it to my bride.  It is quite possible that her medal might be the only one of its kind this side of Caerdydd (that’s the capital of Wales).


STEVE – I’ve never particularly “played well with others,” so I saw no reason to limit myself to Father Todd’s personal theory about the bandwidth of saints.  After the end of my search, however, I ended up with TWO SAINTS; one for my heart and one for my head.


There was no way that I could just ignore Saint Mary, the Mother of Our Savior and the Queen of All Saints, when choosing a Confirmation saint.  Interestingly enough, almost nobody chooses the Blessed Virgin Mary and I was a bit surprised when our RCIA teachers said, “Heck, YES, Jesus’ mother would be a fabulous choice.”  


The Blessed Virgin Mary was obviously my heart’s choice.


Another part of me, my intellect, totally admired Saint Augustine’s theology and incredible writing.  It has been my total pleasure to have read every one of Augustine’s words that survived the ages; that would include all of Augustine’s books and his many great homilies.  Saint Augustine lived from AD 354 to 430 and his words are as alive now as they were when he wrote them.


After spending a few weeks teetering back and forth between Saint Mary and Saint Augustine, I finally decided that the choice was impossible. So, I asked if I could have TWO Confirmation saints … the answer was, “YES, no problem.”


And that is precisely the reason why my RCIA Certificate reads, “Steven Mary Augustine Timm.”




As I grow older, I often find myself reaching out to various saints as “prayer partners.”  After doing a slow and meaningful Lectio Divina reading of “The Story of a Soul,” I found myself communing more and more with Saint Thérèse of Lisieux.  


Also, now that he has been canonized, I find myself drawn to Pope Saint John Paul II and I must report that we’ve recently had some excellent prayer conversations.


My point is this; as we experience different chapters of our life on earth, we Catholics are free to seek out saints who can pray with us along the way. I think of it as making new friends; only these friends have a singular task and that is to help us make it to heaven.


Currently, my personal “Dream Team of Saints” is made up of the Blessed Virgin Mary, Saint Augustine, Saint Thérèse of Lisieux and Saint Pope John Paul II … plus a host of pinch hitters, depending on the need.


Dang, it’s GREAT being Catholic!   


May God Bless You


by Steve  


by Steve Timm on 05/24/17



Towards the end of our recent Catholic pilgrimage, we visited the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Lourdes near Lourdes, France.  Karen and I had heard many glowing reports about Lourdes and our pilgrimage gave us a chance to see it for ourselves.


We’d also read a great deal about Saint Bernadette Soubirous and her eighteen apparitions of the Blessed Virgin Mary in the Grotto of Massabiele.  The story of the healing water that flows forth from a spring in the Grotto is incredibly compelling.


Literally all of the above placed a few days in Lourdes very high on our Catholic Bucket List. 




Lourdes is rather small and it is nestled into the northern foothills of the Pyrenees Mountains.  Well over six-million Catholic pilgrims travel to Lourdes each year and several trustworthy sources state that the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Lourdes is the most visited pilgrimage shrine in the Christian world.


It’s pretty obvious that the Catholic-pilgrim industry is big in Lourdes.  After all, what other town of 15,000 souls has 270 hotels and 22 Catholic churches, including a HUGE basilica?   


Karen and I did what most pilgrims do when they visit Lourdes.  We took part in the nighttime candlelight procession, we visited the Grotto and we prayed.  Heck, Karen even waited in line for four hours to get a quick dip in the healing water.


We found the “Lourdes experience” to be generally spiritually refreshing and beautiful.




BUT, there was one thing that “bugged me” about Lourdes.  


In this tiny town, Lourdes, there are well over two-hundred shops that sell only Catholic sacramental goods … rosaries, medals, statues and such.  Rome and Fatima have some of that, but Lourdes is seemingly wall-to-wall religious artifact stores. 


I’m VERY serious about my Catholic faith and Lourdes’ overwhelming commercialism seemed sacrilegious to me. 




In the afternoon of our first day at Lourdes, our entire group of pilgrims walked down to the Grotto.  On the way, I struck up a conversation with Father Rick and I said, “Father, aren’t all of these Catholic shops gross?  I mean, it’s like selling our Catholic faith.”


Father looked at me and smiled.  Then, he commented, “Steve, it’s totally a matter of perception.  When I look at all of these stores, what I see is prayers, lots and lots of prayers.”


Father Rick went on to say, “Look at that big shop on the corner.  There must be a couple thousand rosaries on the racks.  Just think of all the prayers to God that will be said when the faithful use those rosaries.”  


Finally, Father summed it up, “Yep, it’s just a matter of perception.”




My friends, I was looking at the negative side of all those Catholic shops and Father Rick saw the positive.  There is no doubt that Father was right; extra prayers to God are always an excellent thing.


After our conversation, I shopped for a rosary to give to our friend, Pegg.  I must have cruised through a dozen stores before I found exactly the right one and during that time I probably talked to a eight or ten sales people.


It was obvious that the folks in the stores, at least the ones I talked to, were no ordinary sellers of goods.  The sales people seemed devout and I got the impression that it was their total honor to help faithful Catholics find exactly the right sacramental.


Frankly, I learned a lot at Lourdes and it wasn’t all about the healing water or the Grotto … it was the simple lesson of A MATTER OF PERSPECTIVE.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 05/17/17



Many of you know that Karen and I returned from a fourteen-day Catholic pilgrimage a couple of weeks ago.  During the course of our pilgrimage we visited many holy sites in Portugal, Spain and France.  It was an amazing experience.


Our most recent pilgrimage is either our fifth or sixth and it was markedly different from our first few.  Maybe it’s a matter of age, but this time we found ourselves entering into contemplative prayer a great deal more than we did on any of our other visits to holy places.  


SORTING IT OUT defines the word “pilgrimage” as, “A journey, especially a long one, made to holy places as an act of religious devotion.”   


To that excellent definition, I might add that during a pilgrimage, the pilgrim is literally bombarded with spiritual experiences, many of which are beyond normal description or definition.


Personally, I’ve found that I simply cannot return from a pilgrimage with an immediate understanding what I’ve just gone through.  Like lots of other things in life, it just takes time to sort it all out.


A good example of this happened just three days after we returned from our pilgrimage.  


It was after the Saturday evening Vigil Mass at CTK.  I was walking from our pew to the church’s vestibule when a couple of our friends stopped me.  The lady of the pair asked me a fairly simple question and, for the life of me, I could not give her what I considered to be an adequate answer.


The lady asked, “Steve, what was the SINGLE MOST spiritual thing you encountered on your pilgrimage?”


Frankly, I stood there with mental snapshots flashing through my brain and nothing coming from my lips.  I saw visions of Fatima, Santiago de Compostela, Avila, Alba de Tome, San Sebastian and more.  Then, I experienced the mental image of praying in the Grotto at Lourdes and actually kissing the Black Madonna at Montserrat.  But, I simply could not come up with the one-word answer that our friend wanted.


I finally said, “Mary, the SINGLE MOST spiritual thing Karen and I experienced on our pilgrimage was … PRAYER, AND LOTS OF IT !!!” 


Mary looked somewhat confused at my answer … but it was the plain, unvarnished truth. 




Friends, it’s now fully two weeks after the end of our pilgrimage to Portugal, Spain and France.  Believe it or not, I still haven’t sorted out the many spiritual experiences that Karen and I had on the journey … it’s still a blur of mental snapshots that almost defy classification.


Yes, we saw a lot of incredible holy places during our pilgrimage and I’ll be sure to share each and every one in upcoming blogs.  For now, however, I simply need time to sort it all out in my mind.


Having said that, it’s looking more and more like the answer I gave Mary was the perfect one … that “the SINGLE MOST spiritual thing Karen and I experienced on our pilgrimage was … PRAYER, AND LOTS OF IT !!!”


Truly, prayers are what pilgrimages are all about.


May God Bless You


by Steve  


by Steve Timm on 05/10/17



My father was born and about half-raised on a farm a few miles east of Ridgefield, Washington.  I say “half-raised” because Dad packed up his meager belongings and ran away from home at the tender age of twelve.  


It was because of Grandma Timm’s constant hateful attitude that my father left home at such an early age.  It was also why my grandpa, Harry “Poppy” Timm, spent most of his free time in the farm’s woodshed listening to KEX on an ancient radio and smoking Velvet tobacco handrolls.


And, it was Grandma’s constant raving and love of hurting people that caused me to become intimately familiar with Poppy’s Woods.


Let me explain.




My Grandpa Poppy was everything that his wife was not.  Poppy was quiet, incredibly thoughtful and truly a Man of God.  He didn’t go to church much, but he was a Catholic who lived his faith every single day of his life.


I loved Grandpa Poppy and I pray for his beautiful soul to this very day.




Apparently, Dad and my Grandmother mended the family fences by the time I came along.  Anyway, as far back as I can remember, my Mom and Dad, and the rest of the small Timm clan, gathered at Grandpa and Grandma’s farm for dinner almost every Sunday afternoon.


And, of course, Grandma, being Grandma, invariably initiated a family battle-royal every Sunday.  The fight usually started with an unwarranted insult by Grandma Bertha, followed by her throwing of objects.  Perhaps her greatest glory was the time she threw fresh-baked turkey at my Dad, but that’s a story for another time.


When the battle started, Grandpa Poppy and I naturally headed for the woodshed, as did anyone else who had a lick of sense.  And it was there that we stoked up the wood stove, sat on tree rounds and quietly enjoyed the peaceful solitude.




One Sunday afternoon, while Poppy and I were in the woodshed, he suddenly said, “Stevie, you’re a lot like me … you love the quiet, you don’t feel the need to create a lot of meaningless words and you are very comfortable being alone.  Would you like me to show you where God Lives?”


I responded with a one word answer, “YES.”


I was about seven years of age at the time, but I still remember Poppy and me walking hand-in-hand, down the lane, by the ancient wood barn and down into what the family called “Poppy’s Woods.”


For the next several hours, Poppy showed me how wonderful a simple forty-acre swampy woods can be.  He showed me a spring that bubbled out of the ground and the tiny year-around creek that flowed from that point.  We sat on his favorite rock and he taught me how to blend into the scene quietly and watch the animals come out again.


During that afternoon, we saw a couple of deer, a pair of raccoons, a coyote and birds and squirrels beyond number.  I loved it.


And as we slowly walked out of the woods, Poppy and I turned around and he quietly said, “Stevie, it’s really true … God Lives Here.”


I agreed.      




Over the next many years, every time we went to the Timm farm, I stayed indoors for only a few minutes and then headed for Poppy’s Woods.  It’s the way I learned many truths about life … the Woods taught me … God taught me.


It was truly Heaven, sitting on Poppy’s Rock with my back against the tree and listening to God’s Breath whispering through the trees.  The spring belched and burped nearby and deer often came for a drink.  And it was there that I witnessed my first birth … a fine young doe dropped a fawn within fifteen feet of me while I watched in awe.  


And I cried afterwards at the beauty of it all.


Indeed, God Lives There.




The last time I saw Grandpa Poppy was the day before he died.  Poppy had suffered a major heart attack and he was not expected to survive.  He was literally on his deathbed in the Coronary Care Unit at Saint Joseph’s Hospital in Vancouver.


Because of Poppy’s precarious physical condition, my Mom and Dad visited with him and, after several minutes, I was allowed to see the great man alone.


I’ll never forget our conversation.  And, in truth, it was one of the most wonderful visits we’d ever had.  First of all, he wanted to share with me that he was so very happy that I loved the same things he did … quiet solitude and passing time with God in Poppy’s Woods.


The second item of conversation was downright amazing; so amazing, in fact, that few people would believe it.  Poppy shared with me that Jesus and Mary and a Host of Angels had come down out of the large crucifix that was hanging on the wall across from his bed.


Grandpa went on to say that he and Mary had a long conversation and she’d told him that everything was going to be fine.  Mary said that he was going to die very soon and that he was going straight to Heaven.  She also told him that he could watch over anyone he chose while he was in Heaven.  And when Poppy asked if it was OK to watch over his Grandson Stevie, Mary wholeheartedly agreed.


As I was leaving Poppy’s hospital room, I turned around for one last look at the man.  He was doing the Sign of the Cross and mouthing, “In the name of the Father, the Son and of the Holy Spirit.”  The hospital chaplain, a Roman Catholic priest, was waiting to give Poppy the Last Rites when I left the room.  I cried.


Some would believe that Poppy’s vision was the hallucinations of a dying man.  Personally, I believe in my heart that Poppy actually saw Jesus, Mary and the Angels.  And I continue to believe it to this very day.


My Grandpa Poppy, that wonderful, quiet and faithful Servant of God, died at exactly three o’clock the next afternoon.  He was seventy-three years of age; precisely the age that I am now.




Friends, whenever I feel a little down and discouraged, I mentally visit all of the incredible things I experienced during the many afternoons I spent in Poppy’s Woods.  God Lives There … This I Know.


Then, I contemplate the fact that Grandpa Poppy is watching over me from Heaven.


And I smile.


May God Bless You


by Steve



by Steve Timm on 05/03/17



Karen and I volunteered as helpers in RCIA for the first three years after we became card-carrying members of the Catholic Church.  During that time, there was one comment that was made by a sponsor that I will remember until the day I die.  


Let me tell you about it.


Sara and Cassie


The last year we helped in RCIA was really special; everybody was truly “On Fire For Our Lord.”  Head and shoulders above the rest, however, was a standout catechumen named Cassie and her sponsor, Sara.  


Cassie and Sara were both single ladies, each about twenty-five years of age and they were just incredibly nice.  My impression was that they were both college graduates and career women.


What I really appreciated about both of them was that they did not ignore older folks, like most of the workers on the RCIA Team.  We were people, too, and they appreciated the fact that we were trying to help them.


Unlike most sponsors, Sara attended every single RCIA meeting with Cassie.  They both asked meaningful questions at every presentation and they mingled with the entire group during breaks.  It was almost immediately obvious that Cassie would successfully complete the RCIA process and that Sara would be right by her side every single step of the way.


Sara, the sponsor, had been a lifelong Catholic; she loved Our Lord and she loved the Church.  Cassie, the catechumen, was absolutely convinced (as are we all) that the Catholic Church is the original church, the one started upon earth by Jesus Christ, and she very much wanted to be a part of it.  


Sara and Cassie were best of friends, both in faith and in life.


What Sara Said


On the very last evening of RCIA, we were all sitting around in a circle and sharing our experiences of the last eight months.  The conversation went around the circle and when it came to Sara, the sponsor, she said one of the most profound things I’ve ever heard.


Sara said, “I’ve been a devout and believing Catholic all of my life.  I was literally raised in the Church and I love my faith.  When Cassie asked me to be her sponsor, I agreed.  However, I knew I would learn nothing.  After all, I knew all of the responses at Mass.  I knew when to stand up, when to sit down and when to kneel.  I knew the Confiteor, the Creed, the Our Father and all the Rosary stuff.”


Sara continued, “Was I going to learn anything?  Nope.  But, did I want to see Cassie join us in the true Church?  Absolutely!”


And then, Sara went on to say, “What I learned in RCIA over these last eight wonderful months is something like the relationship between a cell phone and its battery.  You know how your phone is working pretty well and you are satisfied?  Then, you recharge your battery and your phone WORKS SO MUCH BETTER!!!”


Sara added, “That is what RCIA has been to me.  I was Catholic before, but now my faith battery is fully charged and everything works so much better now.  My faith, my life, my relationship with Our Lord and the Catholic Church … it has now become the focus of my life.”


Finally, Sara drove it home, “I’ve heard the term ‘God-Incidence’ and that must have been what it was when Cassie asked me to be her sponsor in RCIA.  I thought I was doing her a favor by sitting by her side for these last eight months; in truth, it was exactly the opposite. Cassie did me the biggest favor imaginable; by asking me to be her sponsor and, as a result, I became better catechized in our fabulous Catholic faith.  I can never thank you folks and Cassie enough.”


When Sara finished talking, there wasn’t a dry eye in the room.  As I said earlier, it was truly a moment I will remember until I die.


May God Bless You,


by Steve 


by Steve Timm on 04/10/17



A few years ago, Karen and I spent several very enjoyable days near Lincoln City, on the Oregon Coast.  To our total delight, we found that there was a Catholic church within a few blocks of our hotel.


The church was Saint Augustine’s and we felt totally at home there.  Even better, the daily Masses were celebrated at noon … perfect for old folks on a holiday.




The priest at Saint Augustine’s was Father Amancio Rodrigues. 

The sad thing was that Father Rodrigues was retiring and it was obvious that his congregation loved him dearly.  


By sheer luck, Karen and I happened to be at Saint Augustine’s for Father R’s last three or four homilies.  His final homily was particularly amazing.


Father Rodrigues began his last homily by saying: “When I was a small child, back in my native India, my grandmother used to tell me stories.  One of those many tales was one that she called, ‘The Fable of the Cracked Pot.’  Let me relate this wonderful story to you.”




An elderly woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck.  She used the pots and yoke to carry water from a stream to her home in the hills.  


One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to her home, the cracked pot arrived only half filled.


For a full two years, this went on daily; with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.


After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, the cracked pot spoke to the woman one day by the stream.  The cracked pot lamented, “I am ashamed of myself … this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to our home.”


The old woman smiled and said, “Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?  That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path.  And every day, while we walk back, you water them.”


And, finally, the old woman told the cracked pot, “For two years, I have been able to pick those beautiful flowers to decorate my family’s dining room table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be beauty and grace in our home.”




Friends, the Christian message that Father Rodrigues related in his homily about “The Fable of the Cracked Pot” is both simple and profound.  Let’s take a look at that.


Everything that God makes is perfect.  By reflection we, His children whom He made in His Own Image, are perfect. 


Like the cracked pot, we see imperfections in ourselves, but we should never forget that we are as God wants us to be.  


Where we see imperfections, God only sees differences … and it is precisely those differences that make each and every one of us a unique and important part of God’s Plan.


And Thanks Be To God For That.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 04/05/17



Friends, for the last couple of years, I’ve been plagued by insomnia.  I have no idea what causes it; possibly it is yet another symptom of my chronic kidney failure, or maybe it’s simply something that comes from having lived a long time.


Whatever the cause, several times a week, I awake at three o’clock in the morning, only to find that I cannot go back to sleep.  Rather than just lay there and waste the time, I often get up and surf the internet for good stuff.


Last night, or rather I should say at o-dark thirty this morning, I was online and I found a poem entitled “A Letter From Heaven.”  Frankly, I’m not the type to read poems, but this one really hit home with me. 


Yep, I not ashamed to say that a few tears trickled down my heavily-whiskered cheeks as I read the words.


Anyway, I found the poem too good NOT to share.  I sincerely pray that you enjoy it.




To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say,
But first of all to let you know that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from Heaven, where I dwell with God above,
Where there are no tears or sadness, there is just Eternal Love.


Please do not be unhappy, just because I'm out of sight,
Remember that I'm with you, every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you, when my life on earth was through, 

God picked me up and hugged me, and said, " I Welcome You".


"It's good to have you back again.
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here so badly as part of my Big Plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man".


Then, God gave me a list of things he wished for me to do.
And foremost on that list of mine, is to watch and care for you.
I will be beside you, every day of the week and year,
And when you're sad, I'm standing there, to wipe away the tear.


And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on Earth, and all those loving years,
Because you're only human, there's bound to be some tears.


One thing is for certain, though my life on Earth is over,
I am closer to you now than I ever was before.
And to my many friends, trust God knows what is best.
I am not far away from you, I'm just beyond the crest.


There are rocky roads ahead for you and many hills to climb,
Together we can do it, taking one day at a time.
It was my philosophy and please I'd like for you,
To give unto the world, so the world will give to you.


If you can help someone who's in sorrow or in pain,
Then you can say to God at night, my day was not in vain.
And now I am contented that my life it was worthwhile,
Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.


When you're walking down the street and I am on your mind,
I'm walking in your footsteps, only half a step behind.
And when you feel a gentle breeze of wind upon your face,
That's me giving you a great big hug, or just a soft embrace.


When it's time for you to go from that body to be free,
Remember you are not going, you are coming home to me.
I will always love you, from that place way up above,
I will be in touch again soon.    P.S. God sends his love.          


~ Author Unknown




Surprisingly, when I first read “A Letter From Heaven,”  I didn’t realize it was a poem.  What I saw was darned wonderful subject development and a fascinating view on our first little while in Heaven.  


Then, I realized that some of the ending words rhymed … Son-of-a-gun, I was actually reading a poem and totally enjoying it!!!


That is a heck of a compliment from a “non-poemy” kind of guy.


Before we go further, I have to say that I am not a theologian.  Also, I have no idea whether or not the concepts presented in “A Letter From Heaven” agree or disagree with official Catholic doctrine.   


Still, I loved the thought that after our life journey is over, we can still be with our loved ones on earth.  That, in a sort of joint partnership with God, we can still share in the lives of those we love, if only in a passive way.


The concept is lovely.


Just speaking for myself, if I die first, I would truly love watching over my beloved wife, Karen … sharing her joys, commiserating with  her pain, crying when she cries and … well, still loving her deeply.  


And further, meeting Karen and walking hand-in-hand with her through the Gates of Heaven would simply be incredible.


So, gentle reader, I thought I’d share “A Letter From Heaven” with you.  


Hopefully, you’ll find the poem as delightful as I did.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 03/30/17



Most of you know that Karen and I worked in our family jewelry store until our retirement in 1993.  During each and every day as Graduate Gemologists, both of us handled and worked with gemstones.  


That’s right, every single day was filled with buying, selling, setting (in gold jewelry) or otherwise handling diamonds, sapphires, rubies, emeralds, amethysts and … well, you get the picture.


And, believe it or not, we never got tired of working with gemstones.  




One thing that always intrigued me about gemstones is their almost unbelievable transformation from what is basically a rock to something of incredible beauty.  


When a gem is found in nature, what we gemologists call “in the rough,” it looks very much like a common stone or pebble.   Occasionally, a piece of “rough” is a pretty crystal, but most gem material closely resembles matrix rock from which was extracted.  Indeed, in most instances only a miner with a trained eye can tell the difference.


After being mined or panned from alluvial gravel, the rough eventually makes its way to the craftsman who cuts and polishes it.  Indeed, polishing is a true artform and it is only after being lovingly “worked on the wheel” that the gem attains its ultimate beauty.  


If there was ever an example of hidden treasure, this is it … the transformation of a crystal that looks for all the world like a common pebble into a dazzling GEM. 




Our first Catholic pilgrimage was to Rome and Assisi with the folks from the Saint Paul Center for Biblical Theology.  The two directors of the Saint Paul Center, Dr. Scott Hahn and Mike Aquilina, traveled with us and provided nightly lectures.  While we were in Rome we were also accompanied by several priests and seminarians who were attending the various local theological institutes.


The priests and seminarians were all relatively young and they were perfect unofficial tour guides.  Indeed, their intimate knowledge of the many Basilicas of Rome and the early-Church added a great deal to our pilgrimage experience.


One of the young priests and I hit it off from the very beginning.  His name was Father Angelo and he was from Florence, Italy.  


During the course of our first conversation, Father Angelo learned that I was a retired goldsmith and that Karen and I were both GIA Graduate Gemologists.  Upon hearing that, Father Angelo told me that he came from a family of gem cutters and polishers in Florence.  In fact, his family had been voting members of one of the seven major Florentine art guilds back as far as anybody could remember.


During a later visit, Father Angelo told me that his family had always expected him to follow his brothers in becoming a gem cutter and polisher.  In fact, the entire family was surprised and thrilled when he announced that he wanted to become a Roman Catholic priest.




The way Father Angelo explained his decision was something I’ll never forget.  It went something like this:


“Steve, one evening I was dining alone with our parish priest.  He was a great and wise man and I asked him if I should follow family tradition and become a gem worker.  His answer surprised me a little … he asked, ‘Angelo, what do YOU want?’”


Father Angelo went on to explain, “I answered, ‘Father, I have only one life to live and I want to make a positive difference in the world; one that will please God’.”


The parish priest said, “Angelo, if that is the longing of your heart, I would recommend that you become a Catholic priest.  My son, you will soon find that there is almost no difference between polishing gems and a priest’s work … except that one is enriching in this world and the other is doing Our Lord’s Work.”


Father Angelo told me that he didn’t understand the priest’s comment, so he asked for clarification.  And this is where the tale REALLY gets interesting.




The priest told young Angelo the following, “Son, I’ve visited your family’s workshop and you basically take ugly rocks and turn them into beautiful gemstones.  The transformation is incredible but, in the end, gems are still one-dimensional objects … they look pretty and that’s about it.”


The priest went on to say, “Now compare the polishing of gems to what a priest does.  It is every priest’s goal to help their parishioners turn secular lives into godly ones.  It is our job, actually our pleasure, to help ‘grind off the dirt’ that the secular world leaves on each of us.  This allows us to ‘polish the facets’ of our fellow Catholics and let their beautiful souls shine through.  And a Christian with a clean, sparkling soul is on the fast-track to spending Eternity with God in Heaven.”


“So you see,” the priest continued, “Being a polisher of gemstones and ‘Polisher of Souls’ is very similar.  However, if a priest prepares the members of his flock well enough, he has done something that is remarkably more important than simply working with gems.”


At that point in time, Angelo knew precisely what he wanted to do with his life … he wanted to become a Catholic priest; a “Polisher of  Souls.” 




During one of my last visits with Father Angelo, he told me the following, “Steve, I’ve done a lot of thinking since that wonderful conversation with my parish priest.  And everything that the good Father told me is absolutely true.  In truth, it actually goes a bit beyond that.”


Father Angelo went on to say, “God only makes perfect things and each of us has a unique soul that is beautiful beyond description. Sometimes it’s difficult for us to see the beauty of our souls and that is where a hard-working priest comes in; by helping us to lead the devout life, he can help to reveal the beauty that is within every single one of us.”


Finally, Father Angelo said, “Our family parish priest was absolutely correct; being a ‘Polisher of Souls’ is without question the finest vocation that a person can have.  Hopefully, I’m up to the calling … God Knows I’m Willing!!!”




Friends, wouldn’t it be nice to know the ending of every life-journey that happens to cross our path?  Regrettably, life is not as cut-and-dried as Paul Harvey’s “The Rest of the Story.”  


OK, it isn’t going to be perfect, but let’s take a look at the probable path of the balance of our tale.


In my mind’s eye, Father Angelo finished his advanced theological degree in Rome.  Then, he was assigned to one of Italy’s many Catholic churches … perhaps as a vicar, because of his age.


By this time, fully ten years after my last visit with Father Angelo, I suspect that he has a good-sized parish of his own.  And, if that’s the case, I have absolutely no doubt that Father Angelo is currently shepherding his flock and “polishing souls” every chance he gets.


Hey, it beats the heck out of messing with rocks!!!


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 03/22/17



During the formative years of my youth, I learned many of life’s lessons from an elderly Irish priest.  His name was Father Brendan Shea and he was the pastor of Saint Agatha Catholic Church in Sellwood.


Father B loved to use physical props in making a point and he was forever bringing out objects to drive the message home.  


One lesson I will never forget is what I think of as Father Brendan’s Pickle Jar.  Let me tell you about it.




One lovely summer evening in the early-1960s, Father Brendan and I were sitting on the back porch of his rectory.  We were deep in a theological conversation and each enjoying a Cuban cigar and a wee drop of what the beloved priest called, “The Tears of the Angels.”


During a lull in the conversation, Father B put an empty one-gallon wide-mouth pickle jar on the table.  He looked at it with a shy grin on his face and said. “Steve, Old Son, this is your life.”  

With that, I knew another wonderful lesson was about to reveal itself and I braced to enjoy the special moment.


So, I said, “OK, Father, the empty jar is my life.”


After letting that sink in, Father B reached into a box and extracted a very large stone.  Then, he put the stone in the wide-mouth jar … the stone was so large that it barely cleared the jar’s opening.


With a HUGE smile, the Padre announced, “This large stone represents God.  God should always be the biggest thing in your life.  And, if He isn’t, there is something radically wrong.”


Then, Father Brendan put several two-inch rocks in the jar and filled it to the brim.   With this, he asked me if the jar was full.


I answered, “Yep, Father, the jar is totally full.”


Father B then told me, “Steve, the medium-sized rocks represent the many gifts that God so freely puts in our life.  These are reflections of God’s Incredible Love for us.  Among those wonderful gifts are your future wife, Karen, your family, your Brothers and Sisters in Christ, your loving Catholic parish  community … you get the picture.”


My answer was, “Yes, with God and all of His wonderful Gifts, my ‘life jar’ is totally full.  Indeed, these are the important things … things, that if everything else was lost and only they remained, my life would still be incredibly wonderful.” 


He grinned at my answer and said, “Old Knocker, I’m glad that you understand the concept … we have to do one more thing.”




Finally, Father Brendan brought out a bag of sand.  He added the sand while gently agitating the jar.  The grains of sand filled every single void that was between the large stone and the two-inch rocks.  


When the jar was once again filled to the brim, Father B told me, “The sand is all of the background noise in your life; the things that don’t really matter and can separate you from God. The sand represents hurtful relationships, the bad influences and the emptiness that can enter your life when you are not focused on God.”


Then, Father B added, “Take care to make God the very most important aspect of your life and surround yourself with Godly people and Godly relationships.  Do that and you will lead the life that God intended for you.” 


He finished the lesson by saying, “Steve, never forget that if you fill your ‘life jar’ with sand first, that leaves absolutely no room for God and His Gifts to us.  Be sure to avoid that temptation.”




Friends, it’s been well over five decades since that wonderful evening that Father B and I spent together.  I often think of Father Brendan’s Pickle Jar and it always brings a smile to my face.


Father’s message was pretty clear; make God and Godly folks your priority … After all, the rest is just worthless sand.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 03/15/17



The pastor at our Catholic parish is a superb homilist.  Father Rick Paperini normally combines a series of simple stories that, when woven together, illustrate how the Old and New Testament Bible readings at Mass apply to our everyday lives.   


This last weekend’s homily was one of the finest Karen and I have ever heard.  And one of the stories that Father Rick told was especially beautiful.


The story went something like this:




A grade school teacher asked her students to list what they thought were the “Seven Wonders of the World.”  She told the students that there was an official list, but that she wanted to know what THEY thought the Seven Wonders should be.


After a while, the students turned in their lists.  No two lists were the same, but when the teacher tabulated the results; the following received the most votes:


1. Great Pyramid of Giza

2. Taj Mahal

3. Stonehenge

4. Panama Canal

5. Empire State Building

6. Basilica of Saint Peter

7. Great Wall of China


It was then that the teacher noticed her youngest student, a girl named Mary, was still busily working on her list of the Seven Wonders.  The teacher asked Mary if she was having trouble finishing the lesson.  


Mary answered, “Yes, there are so many Wonders that I’m having a problem making up my mind.”


The teacher then asked, “Mary, please read your list aloud and maybe we can all help.”


Mary drew in a deep breath and said, “OK, I believe that the Seven Wonders of the World are:


1. To See

2. To Hear

3. To Touch

4. To Run

5. To Laugh

6. To Hug



Mary’s teacher and classmates sat in awe of Mary’s list of the Seven Wonders of the World.  They suddenly realized that the Wonders that really matter cannot be built or bought by man. 


Indeed, we don’t have to travel around the world in search of the Wonders … the truly REAL Wonders of the World are those that God so freely gives each and every one of us.




Friends, I tend to view the world through Catholic eyeglasses and I believe that there is a logical extension to the seventh item on Mary’s list.


When Mary said, “AND TO LOVE,” I immediately thought of the Holy Eucharist.  GOD IS LOVE and when we receive the Lamb upon our tongues, Jesus becomes a part of us and we become a part of Him.  


In other words, we receive LOVE and, at the same time, we are immersed in HIS LOVE.


And it is the Gift of God’s Love that is absolutely the Greatest Wonder of All. 


by Steve 


by Steve Timm on 03/09/17



I wrote for hunting magazines for about twenty-five years.  During that time, many readers contacted me for technical help and guidance.  A few of those conversations eventually led to long-distance friendships.  


One of those friends was a man named Peter.  Like me, Pete was a very active big game hunter and a dedicated conservationist.  And, again like me, his life centered around his deep Catholic faith and love of God.


Pete lived in a state east of the Mississippi and our conversations were always on the telephone.  We never exchanged an e-mail or a letter.  Because of this, I will attempt to replicate several of the phone conversations we had over a five-year period.


Please bear in mind that we had a solid telephone relationship established long before the conversation listed as Phone Call One.


The characters involved are Pete, his wife, Mary, and their only child, a lovely young lady named Jenny.  




Pete called and, rather than talking about the usual subjects of hunting and shooting, he was distant.  I finally asked him if he wanted to talk about something else.  It was then that Pete blurted it out:


Pete:  “Jenny’s pregnant.  She was walking down by the lake one evening and some monster raped her.  Now she has this thing in her and I want it out!!!”


Me:  “Oh my gosh, Pete, that is horrible.  Was she physically hurt?”


Pete:  “No, but she has this thing in her belly.  This creature that’s growing in her has to be killed.”


Me:  “You mean that you want Jenny to have an abortion.  You want the baby dead.”


Pete:  “I know that sounds horrible and it’s absolutely against our Catholic faith, but Jenny has this thing in her belly and I want it out of her.”


Me:  “Is this how Mary and Jenny feel about the baby, too?”


Pete:  “Steve, will you STOP calling that thing a baby?  Anyway, to answer your question, they both want to keep it.  Jenny wants to raise it as her own and, for the Love of God, Mary is absolutely thrilled that she’s going to be a grandma.  Women are nuts … absolutely nuts.”


Me:  “Pete, you and I are both Catholic and sometimes being true to our faith is an incredibly hard thing to do.  I know the rapist was an animal and a criminal, but that is surely not the baby’s fault.  Anyway, there is no doubt that God allowed the conception and gave the little one a soul.”


Pete:  “Oh, I just hate this!!!  Gotta go … bye.”


Pete:  “Hi Steve, it’s been a couple of months since we last talked.  I apologize for cutting off our conversation; I was mad, I was deeply hurt and I was so very confused.  Big things happening here and I’ve gotta tell you about them.”


Me:  “Hey, Pete, so tell me.”


Pete:  “A couple of days after our last visit, Mary and I took a long walk down by the lake.  She said that she wanted to share a secret with me.  Honestly, I was curious.  We’ve been married for twenty-five years and what was her secret?”


“Anyway, Mary asked me if I loved her and what I thought about her as a person.  I assured Mary that I loved her deeply and that she was the finest lady and mother I’d ever met.”


“Then, she dropped THE BOMB.”


Me:  “OK, my friend, what was THE BOMB?”


Pete:  “Mary said, ‘I don’t believe I ever told you that the wonderful man that you know as my father … well, he is NOT my biological father.  My mother was raped shortly after dad went off to war.  By the timing of it, my dad is not the father and the rapist is.  And Thanks Be To God, my mom and dad decided to keep me.’”


Me:  “Uh, Pete, I’m trying to sort this out.  Mary, your beloved  wife, is the daughter of her mother and a rapist?”


Pete:  “Yep, that’s the way it is.”


Me:  “So, just guessing a little … does this change how you feel about … THE THING that is in Jenny’s tummy?”


Pete:  “Oh, you mean OUR BABY.  Well yeah, we’ve decided as a family to raise the baby.  Jenny is the mother and Mary and I will give our unexpected little one all of the support and love we can possibly muster.”


Me:  “Pete, my allergies are kicking up, my eyes are suddenly leaking.”


Pete:  “Mine too, except I’m crying … and not ashamed to say it.”




Pete:  “It’s a boy, Jenny’s going to have a little boy and we already have him named!!!”


Me:  “OK, Pete, what’s the name?”


Pete:  “His name is going to be Peter John Paul.  Do you think that two middle names sounds weird?”


Me:  “Absolutely not, we all admire and love Pope John Paul II. Personally, I can think of no better middle names than John Paul.”


Pete:  “Jenny insisted that his first name would be Peter.  After all, I’m his grandpa and Peter was the first Vicar of Christ.  I think it’s a fitting name, both for a little Catholic boy and for the fine Catholic man he will become.


Me:  “Oh my gosh, Pete, I totally agree.”


Over the next several months, we had a few conversations.  The subjects were pretty much the same.  Pete and I would talk guns and hunting; then, I’d catch up on the development of Pete II.


Basically, the pregnancy was normal and Pete and Mary were getting ready to become grandparents.  And, on another front, Jenny had a Catholic boyfriend who was looking more and more like he wanted to both marry into the family and become Pete II’s daddy.  


Pete:  “Steve, Pete II was born last week, he’s already baptized into the church.  And he looks just like me.  Of course, he should … after all, I’m his granddaddy.  Right?”


Me:  “Right you are, Pete.  Does he look anything like Mary or Jenny?”


Pete:  “Both of them say that he does.  And they’re probably right again.  Still, I think he looks more like me.”  (I could sense Pete smiling widely)


A couple of years after Pete II was born, Pete called me and the conversation went something like this:


Pete:  “Hey guess what … Pete II loves going fishing with me and Jimmy, that great young fella that married Jenny.   Hey, God got it right, didn’t He?”


Me:  “What do you mean, Pete.”


Pete:  “God didn’t get it wrong.  Pete II was meant to be in this family, he was meant to be in this world, he was meant to grow up and to love other folks and have a family of his own.  God didn’t get it wrong … but I almost did.”


Me:  “Pete, the only time things go badly is when we try to bend God’s Rules for our own purposes.  Indeed, God NEVER gets it wrong.”




I wish I could give you what Paul Harvey called, “The Rest of the Story.”  Regrettably, I cannot.


There is no doubt that the young man, the one called Pete II, was saved from being aborted and was born into a loving Catholic family.  It is a fact that the child was baptized into the Catholic Church and that his mother married a fine young man who was a devout and practicing Catholic.  Beyond that, I can only guess, but I truly believe that God has a plan for Pete II’s life. 


The phone conversations between Pete and me became further and further apart.  He was busy being a doting grandfather and I had drifted away from hunting and shooting.  Basically, our lives congenially grew apart.


In my mind’s eye, I can see Jenny and Jimmy living a happy married life and hopefully, by now, Pete II has a few brothers and sisters.  I would like to think that Pete II will be confirmed into the Church and that, about a decade later, he will meet a nice young Catholic girl and they will get married.


I truly pray that Pete II leads a long and fruitful life.  I wish him every happiness; I wish him deep faith and I wish him love.  


And most of all, I wish Pete II Salvation in Jesus Christ and an Eternal Life in Heaven with God Almighty.


May God Bless You


by Steve


by Steve Timm on 03/01/17



A couple of summers ago, I was enjoying a particularly gorgeous Sunday morning in our front yard.  The sun was warming my shoulders, I was deep in contemplative prayer and generally enjoying my time with God.


After a while, a well-dressed man and woman walked up our driveway and indicated that they wanted to talk.  It turned out that they were Jehovah’s Witnesses and they were on a daily mission to convert what they called “the lost ones.”


After listening to them for a few minutes, I assured them that my wife of fifty-some years and I were devout in our Catholic faith.  I also complimented them on their evangelization efforts … surely a continual “cold sale” took a great deal of effort and faith in their religious tradition.


We passed pleasantries for a while and during the course of our conversation, the lady of the couple made a startling admission.  She said, “I was born Roman Catholic, baptized Catholic, confirmed Catholic, attended Catholic grade and high school and thought I’d be Catholic for the rest of my life.  BUT, I became a Jehovah’s Witness about five years ago.” 


The way she said it was a statement of fact.  It wasn’t presented in a way that implied, “But, now I know better.”


We talked for a while longer; then, they bid me, “Have a great day” and walked back down our driveway.




When the JW couple was almost on the street, a question popped into my mind.  Our conversation had been so wonderfully civil that I felt totally at ease to ask.


I said, “Ma’am, I have a question … Don’t you miss the Holy Eucharist?”


 Her reaction absolutely startled me.


She started crying; not little leaky tears, but a river from each of her eyes accompanied by deep, uncontrollable convulsions.  It was like she had just learned that her entire family had died.  


The man took her in his arms and she continued to sob.  The lady was truly inconsolable.


The pair slowly walked back up our street, got into their automobile and drove away.


For a few minutes, I regretted the question, thinking I had somehow been cruel.  A short time later, however, I realized that the JW lady had spent most of her life enjoying the many Sacraments and Graces of the Church that Jesus Christ started upon this earth … and that somehow, she had lost her way.


Truly, it was one of the saddest things I have ever seen.  And I wished I could help … and I did so in prayer.




Friends, this Sunday morning visit with the JW couple left me convinced that we Catholics are truly enormously blessed.  I cannot imagine living life without the wonderful sacraments of the Catholic Church, and especially the Holy Eucharist.


After all, the Eucharist is literally the Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Our Lord Jesus Christ.  And to be able have Him within our body on a regular basis is the wellspring of our very lives as Catholics.


It is no wonder that the JW lady reacted as she did when I asked the “Chance Question.”  She truly knew what she had given up; she truly knew what she had lost and, at least in my mind, she devoutly wished to return.


Ever since that beautiful Sunday morning, it has been my prayer that the JW lady had the will and strength to return to the sacraments of the Catholic Church.


Indeed, we should pray for every single one of our lost brothers and sisters.  It would be an incredible honor greeting each of them back into the Church. 


May God Bless You


by Steve